Rollercoaster

Old people ever said "To the world you may be one person, but to on person you may be the world". That was what Bill Wilson said to the current people nowadays, idk who is he, but he was true in all the way.

It was about 14 years ago when the first time i saw her, surely without any feelings or even slightest idea to make her as my gf. She was my junior high school mates, a school with so many prettier girl for sure, that's become the biggest reason why i never dream her.

But you know guys, love is like a roller coaster, sometimes it can be the time of your life, it's ups and downs, twists and tuns make you sick. It's risky, you don't know what to expect or even where it'll take you, it some times surprises you, it can be exciting at times but difficult to handle, if you want it bad enough you'll wait as long as you possibly have to, it can make you feel so alive but one ride and it could kill you. Most of all no matter how sick it makes you it was all worth it in the end. 

I met so many girls in my life, either who got me up and got me down, like we rode a roller coaster in one park to another, but i believe, we need to stop in one roller coaster who make us comfort and decide to enjoy the show. I don't mean to blame a girl like a such of park, but in an amusement park, you can go on a roller coaster that carries you up and down with a thrilling down or just bring you around the circle, similarly, there are different sorts of entertaining experience in that place.

Day by day, month by month, year by year, i spent the whole day to dream about one rollercoaster who is not supposed to be my last ride, but i did it. That was one of the humanbeing mistakes, when they think that they do a right thing, but actually they don't. The language of judicial decision is mainly the language of logic. And the logical method and form flatter that longing for certainty which is in every human mind. But certainty generally is illusion, a fantasy that make us forgot what is the good deed one.

Idk, this is such kind of coincidence or not, but universe conspires to gather me and her again, after 14 years we have our own dream which are not aligned each other, today we are aligned.

Someone ever told me a good words, "If it bounds to happen, it's gonna happen, if it is not, just follow the rythm of universe" , i feel like i just following the universe rythm but i believe i didn't do that, me and universe already consistently believe that i already had made a good decision upon my life. Because life is a choice.

She already mine since a year ago, my last rollercoaster in a beautiful anmusent park.

If you ever seen a movie titled The Mirror has Two Face, you will find a good words inside this movie,

We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives.

That's a story about my rollercoaster, the one who already completed me, a time goes by, thousand years ahead are waiting us for enjoying the ups and downs of life.